This past year i have found my group of people to consider my "best friends". It was haley, kayli, becca. They are my girls who are down for anything, and they always supported me and gave me the best advice and i was myself around them. Plus they're almost the only group of girls that think I'm hilarious. This past week, on the 19th, one of them passed away. I have never lost anyone before so this is all new feelings for me. Kayli was the most amazing girl you could know. She loved to smoke, and if she was in any other state she would've been prescribed it for anxiety, to eat, sleep ect. She was always positive to everyone and just had the prettiest fucking face that you could ever see on someone. She had perfect brown hair that would always be pretty, either in a bun or pinned back. And her make up was always on sight, everyone was obsessed with her eye wings and i don't blame them, they were perfect lol. She was super tiny and was like a baby when around bigger guys. Ive known kayli since my freshman year in high school and I've always unknowly looked up to her. She had light light pink lips and i never found out if thats just how they were of if she used something, idk ill never know, but i went out to the mac makeup store and ended up buying the same color pink in lipstick form.
God forbid i hated it on me and she could pull it off so much better but i carry that memory with me now. We hungout in a kids RV the first time we actually talked, i don't remember much of that at all it was so long ago but i remember we became known to each other more than before.
Senior year came around and i had a class with this kid felton. If you knew felton you knew that he was crazy, in every way someone can be crazy. He had gotten to like kayli really fast and everyday he would come in class asking for advice. "Should i text her now or in an hour" "Should i invite her over tonight even tho she said she was feeling sick" "do you think she talks to anyone else?" "could you ask one of her friends if she likes me but don't make it obvious" Long story short they ended up seeing each other and we graduated high school WOOO. aside that it was time for me to get a job. I got hired as a nanny and shortly after that, when i say shortly i mean a week, i got hired as a hostess at a restaurant called rg brewskis. There were two hostess already, one of them being erin that I've known and always have hungout with in the past more than i can count. The second one being the beautiful kayli. Kayli ended up being the one to train me. We have grown super close and have had crazy adventures that will probably be randomly brought up through out the blog.
But this is more of me just expressing my feelings and talking to her through text.
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| first time together outside of school |
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| working at brewskis |
Miss you so much kayli♡ ill be writing to you soon
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